I went to my store today, Jeremy and Chopper came along with me to get things ready for the big warehouse sale and my maintenance guy Dennis stopped in. I hadn't seen him in months, since before my Dad's accident. He asked me where I've been and I told him about my Father and how hard it was for me to even come to the store, for at least 2 months after his accident. I tried a couple times but I just had panic attacks once I opened the door and ended up leaving. He knew how much my Father had done for me and how he was in there doing everything he could to get it all set up, because Dennis was there too; getting things straightened out that needed to be done me being a new tenant and all.
Dennis walked in just as I was ready to have a melt down and I was fighting back the tears. The last time my Dad was at my store was when we had dropped my ribbon display off. I bought it from Recollections when they went out of business. The whole thing had to be taken apart to get it out of there and to my store because of how large it was. It was late and we were tired and just set it in the doorway against the wall and he said he'd put it together later. That was fine with me because I was tired too. We were all hungry and my brother and his friend had to help us get it out of the truck, and they weren't trying to stay around any longer then they had to. Well my Dad never made it back to put that display together. I think that's one reason why it was so hard for me to go back there. It just sat in the doorway. So today Jeremy and I put it together. I couldn't figure out some of it and was getting so frustrated. I was so mad because my Dad was suppose to be there helping me put it together. When he was taking it apart I told him "I'll never figure out how to put it back together." He said "Don't worry about it! I'll know how to put it back together." Well, he wasn't there to help me. As I felt my eyes start to well up the door opened and there was Dennis.
Shortly after Dennis left I said lets call it quits. I just wanted to get out of there. It's amazing how in an instant I just realize it's real. So I didn't get as much as I planned to done today at all, but I did get home just in time to relieve my mom of Maddy. She was having a rough day and Maddy wasn't too happy either. It turns out Maddy wasn't too happy because she was cutting her first tooth!